so i been watching sex and the city a llot lately..like finished all six seasons under two weeks. sad i know. it just got me thinking why do we need the feel to have to get married, to have to have kids, and the whole fairy tale ending. like society makes us feel like thats the only way we can be happy. when really that shit never fucking happens we get divorced,people die, oh and deff money troubles weather you have too much or too less. its sad out there and theres not really a happy ending. im not trying to be all pessimistic here but its true it never ends like it does in the movies. it never ends where your just so happy and stay that way. we search our whole lives for the happy ending and the perfect man. in my opnion why waste our time we have to face many many heartbreaks before we can find the one we think that we want to marry even then its not like they cant cheat or better yet break you heart. everyone i know but maybe like five have been divorced. i just dont think we should have to feel like we need a man/boy to feel happy. but the sad truth is we do.and even me. yes thats why im writing this stupid blog/rant. i dont want to have to feel that way. and i dont want to expect to have my happily ever marriage either cause more than likely ittts not going to happen for me. i cant even keep a boyfriend. or even get to the boyfiend part cause i get to bored of them in the whole dating soon. so how do i even get to the whole marriage part. and ask a guy if he really truley be there for better or worse give up all women for one woman. soo anywayyy what im reallllly trying to say is that im sad and pathetic and been watching wayyyyyyyy toooooo manyyyyy romance movies/shows.